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Live Lightly

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Inspired by the psalmists, Live Lightly echoes the pulse of a collection of poems I wrote from June-August about regaining balance and rest in a world that woos my attention with media, self-absorption, input, information, tension, and busyness. Also, it is a re-launching pad for keeping my heart free and clean from offense, hurt and loss and awakening to life, beauty, and vitality.

Quietness and being still before God, being in God’s amazing creation, keeping short accounts regarding forgiveness and taking responsibility for my own sinful responses, not being so busy that there’s no time for spontaneity, meditating on scripture, worshipping my Maker and returning to places of joy/doing things that are life-giving have created a place for me to LIVE more LIGHTLY. I am in process and haven’t arrived, but I see tire marks in the dirt from places I previously treaded…. Time to steady on.

These art pieces are part of LIVING LIGHTLY.  Each piece has gel prints of botanicals and flowers I picked while hiking at Hitchcock Nature Center. The artwork is a bit muted with some contrasting color palettes. The focal points do not have a large scale (size) nor do they boldly pop out at you. They are more subtle. This reflects that LIVING LIGHLTY is a process. There is purpose in the process. Artwork is for sale!

The Kaleidoscope of a Cloud        

The visceral vein of an ominous vapor that is floating in ease while glory provides a gentle touch. The pale, white puff wants to peek through but resists the temptation… perhaps a longing for lingering… for another gaze that lasts longer than sixty seconds. Silence woos an invitation. A bird dances like a speck of dust on high. It’s free then it disappears… still ingesting as the tug of a schedule pulls me in… until tomorrow…

Inch Worm

That blade of grass has just been cut. It cannot bend or sway.  Constricted veins keep it in place afraid to grow again.  Pain and desire go hand in hand awaiting to be faced.  An inch worm becomes my movement and paves the way.

Space for Spontaneity 

Eraser to calendar
No muscles exercised
Accepting invitations
A welcomed surprise
Heart beat is at bay
Pulse a steady 60
Calling a friend
Maybe she will meet me
Peanut butter ice cream
Strolling through the park
Memories and laughter
are not sewn apart
Head hits pillow
Gentle smile released
This can be a way of life
New boundaries in place

Selah (quietly pause and take in)

As the psalmist bellows and echoes the churning and yearning of his heart
I gasp for a word or phrase to sojourn with throughout the day
Rolling it over and over in my mind till it is stained in my heart
Space to discuss…breath to ingest… silence to resist the clamoring world

Quicksand Dismantled 

The sludge and grainy weight were at my shoulders
The oppression took its seat center stage
Chronic pain pulsed and radiated to my extremities
Grief was cascading like The Upper Falls Waterfall in Yellowstone
The battlefield of the mind was waging war to push the play button
The cry of worship was the weapon of warfare
The title echoed was Peace
The fruit that arose was peace
The Prince of Peace came to the rescue

A Timely Fasting Taste

The  power of community for a consecrated cause
comes at price where our gaze subdues the cross         
Goodbye to social media and to the humm of culture’s voices
A bit of rattling in our cages and impulses revealed
The silence is golden with a crave for more servings
Abiding is not second place as the prowler wants to feast
Contending for heart and mind through the pages of each psalm
The sword of the spirit resounds, aligning what’s been lost
On our faces; on our knees. Having a change of mind. 
Turning a 360 in record time
Refresh Renew your bride Take these red, soiled garments
You make them white as snow as you continue to reveal to us the weeds that are overgrown

Tipped   

Tugging at the bones from my phalanges to occipital
A luminous ,7am, kapow orange-pink sunrise won the battle
Briefly turning to put on sneakers
I returned to a soft, blush, orange palette sky
Dangling as oppression wants to steal the whispers from my Maker,
the movement for my heart and vitality for my soul
My spirit is revived and ready to absorb the tender beauty of a late August day

Reflective Questions:
-Which poem impacted you the most and why?
-What is one step you can take this week to LIVE more LIGHTLY?

God’s Love~ Balanced or Unbalanced?

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Do you believe God loves you?

This artwork is an example of two different types of abstract compositions. The one on the left is unbalanced.  It has a larger purple mass in front and a smaller one on the left.  The colors are darker.  The one on the right is a balanced composition.  The darker colors are more even in size and brighter in color. It is depicting more light shining through… more joy, hope, trust, etc.

These two pieces of artwork speak to responses in our hearts regarding God’s love.  We all have different experiences that contribute to a balanced and truthful perspective of God’s love for us vs. an unbalanced perspective.  An unbalanced perspective may have come from leadership failure where you were hurt, from a father wound from childhood- rejection, abandonment, not having a father  or someone close who represented or showed God’s love to you, abuse, offenses, hurts, losses, accusation toward God, misapplying or not understanding God’s word, strongholds that have taken root, works-based living, performing to earn God’s love, and the list could go on. 

I heard this question from the pulpit at church recently.  I thought it was a great question to engage in conversation with others.  Then I thought…wow, this is a very loaded question.

I encourage you to STOP for just a moment… listen…then respond honestly to this question…Do you believe God loves you?

The following word pictures came to mind:

For some people God’s love is like a waterfall.  You stand under it, receive it, and let yourselves be drenched by it.  You carry it everywhere you go and stand firm in it. For others His love is like an oscillating fan.  You may feel as if it comes and goes… that it’s not always there… that it’s conditional. You may feel loved sometimes but not all the time.  Last, some may feel they have sunk into quick sand and there’s no way God’s love is enough to save you… or truly for you.  I have experienced all three. Do any of these resonate with you?

The invitation is to just reach out your hand or if all you can do is your pinky finger… and say, “ Take it God. I am willing to let you love me in my brokenness, sin, failure, when I’ve shut you out, ran far from you, gone my own way, punished myself, or when I’ve believed lies about you or myself.”  The division can end today. There can be a truce. He is waiting with arms wide open.  It’s okay. God is love. -1John 4:19. 

Pathways of truth to renew our minds~